Harder than I thought

Since my last vow to complain less and to take action. I have to say, its been harder than i thought.

But the truth is, I have been trying real hard. and I can really feel the stress. I have started to complain less but still got lah abit.

When I feel down, i keep reminding myself why I have to work.

But I have to say, i get frustrated pretty quick... My proj is goin down the drain... Pretty bad state ler.

But then i keep telling myself, I did what i can. It aint' myself.

And to have work/life balance, on certain days I no longer bring back my lappy. Unless I am on call.

I don't want to login over the weekend if there isn't anything urgent. Hwatever it is, its up to me to balance my life coz if I drop dead, the co ain't gonna care.